Dao Cao Ren

Today i realised i had grown ......grown stronger. Perhaps i dont want to feel, perhaps i choose not to feel, perhaps i really dont feel or perhaps i am in denial ......, but in all, i learnt to keep myself in check. I learnt to deny the upheaval deep within, and moved on with a smile. I had grown. I dont cry anymore. I learnt not to. I dont talk about things anymore. I learnt not to. I dont ventilate out anymore. I must learn not to.

Today i realised that i had grown.