My Physician, My Healer, My Lord

But for me, it is good to be near God. I have made the Sovereign LORD my refuge; I will tell of all your deeds.

Psalm 73: 28

7th May 2007

That night, I was in bed, deeply burdened by the numerous on-goings in the orphanage in the past week. As usual, I said my bedtime prayers.

However, something was different that night. My CD player was on with some gospel tracks and my standing reading lamp was turned on beside my bed. I was certain I was awake. It was an overflowing sense of comfort and warmth I felt then. I knew I wasn’t alone. He was with me.

I sense a vision of a doctor bending over me on my left, examining me.

I had been having prolonged menstruation since December 2006. The inconvenience and discomfort had silently integrated into my daily life.

“Lord, is there something really physically wrong with me?” I asked.

I had never liked to consult the doctors even in Singapore due to the high charges. In fact, I had never seen a doctor during my 2 years in Cambodia. I always believe in mind over body and self medication.

It was not a rebuke that night, commanding me to see a doctor. It was simply a gentle nudge urging me that something needs to be done. I was troubled. “Father, are you calling me back to Singapore for a check up?”

I made the eccentric decision to return to Singapore for a check up. And that was the start of another journey with Him on 11th May 2007.

Through this encounter with Him, I can’t help but am amazed at my God – at how He preserved me and how He led me back.

We are often asked who Jesus is to us - Our Saviour, our Lord, our King, our Strength, our Shepherd, our Comforter …….

That night, Jesus was my Physician, who cautioned and convinced me that I needed to seek medical help. His favour must have been upon me.

Many, O LORD my God, are the wonders you have done.
The things you planned for us no one can recount to you;
were I to speak and tell of them, they would be too many to declare. – Psalm 40: 5

Thank you Jesus, Thank you my Lord.